I am keeping this entry as part of an ongoing record: lived experience, spiritual inquiry, and the patient work of finding language for what moves between the visible and the unseen.
Lately, my conversations with the spirit world have deepened, reaching a level where I can distinctly sense the spirit’s presence, both through my audible voice and the internal dialogue within my mind. It’s as if the boundary between my consciousness and the spiritual realm has become more porous, allowing for a clearer, though sometimes unsettling, exchange.
I’ve been trying to convey to the spirit that I am not an aggressor; my intentions are pure, but there is an undeniable presence of negative spiritual forces still at play. This isn’t just a trivial matter—this is a serious issue with real consequences. When spirits and people are under such intense duress and distress, it’s clear that they deserve an immediate and compassionate response. Yet, it’s deeply concerning that some of the preventatives, the defenses that should have been in place, seem to be absent here in this physical realm.
In countless other dimensions, there exists an active defense system—a safeguard that protects beings from harm. It’s perplexing and disheartening that such a system was not deployed in this physical plane, especially when the need is so dire. The absence of this protection is not just an oversight; it’s a bad omen, a sign that something is fundamentally wrong. Heaven, with all its power and wisdom, has the capability to implement these defenses, and yet, here at the level of physical life, it feels as though we’ve been left vulnerable.
What troubles me most is the realization that in many other systems, God has implemented robust defenses, ones that extend far beyond mere physical protection. These defenses were meant to shield us not only in the spiritual realm but also here, in our tangible, everyday lives. But observing the world around me, I cannot ignore the glaring evidence that these systems have failed in some capacity.
My psychic experiences, the discernment I’ve developed over time, and the truths that have been revealed to me all point to a troubling conclusion: a significant portion of the spiritual systems designed to protect some of us are currently failing. It’s unacceptable, and it leaves me questioning why these systems, which were supposed to safeguard us, are not functioning as they should.
This is not just a personal struggle; it’s a call to recognize the deeper, systemic issues at play. It’s a reminder that the spiritual and physical worlds are intricately connected, and when one fails, it has profound implications for the other. There is an urgent need for intervention, for a restoration of the defenses that were meant to protect us all. Until then, we remain in a precarious position, seeking answers and hoping for the protection that should have always been there.
In my ongoing spiritual journey, I’ve come to understand that true authority—encompassing both the forces of good and others—possesses immense power, a power so vast that it could potentially save nearly everyone, safely and instantly. The capabilities of these higher powers are profound, extending across multiple systems that, when given the proper authorization and maintained correctly, have the potential to ensure the safety and salvation of all. This is the scope of their power, and it’s something that I believe to be fundamentally true.
What gives me hope is the undeniable fact that the good far outweigh the bad. The plans of light and righteousness are moving forward, and we can see their influence manifesting in the world around us. This is the real truth, the deeper reality that underpins existence. The proportion of good, moral, and positive spiritual forces compared to the dark, negative ones is staggering—about 99.9999% in favor of the good, a number that extends infinitely close to perfection. And yet, despite this overwhelming presence of good, something troubling has occurred.
It seems that authority had to maneuver in ways that are unexpected, even concerning. There is a sense that the bad, the immoral forces, have managed to get a hold—like a hook—on certain spiritual entities. This hook, if not acknowledged and handled with caution, could cause even more harm. It’s as if we’re living in a scenario where, if you called the police to protect you from an assailant, instead of receiving the protection you need, the police either ignore your plea or stand down because a higher political entity is under threat. This is not just absurd; it’s deeply wrong and immoral. It undermines the very essence of justice and protection that these systems were meant to uphold.
The truth is, the true systems of authority do exist, and they are engaged in a constant battle against this kind of tyranny. They fight daily to maintain order, to protect the innocent, and to prevent the bad from gaining ground. But this situation has led me to ponder more deeply about the nature of spiritual conflict. The real truth is that spiritual battles, and even wars, have occurred in the past. It’s been suggested, even insinuated, that there were spiritual world wars—conflicts of such magnitude that they shook the very foundations of the spiritual realms.
This raises a profound question: What kind of oversight, what kind of lack of attention to detail, could have allowed such conflicts to escape the grasp of the Original Creator? How could such darkness, such turmoil, ever have been permitted to flourish in the first place? It’s a troubling thought, one that challenges the notion of an infallible divine order. If the Original Creator, with all their power and wisdom, allowed these spiritual battles to occur, what does that say about the nature of free will, of good and evil, and of the ultimate plan for creation?
These are not easy questions, and they don’t come with simple answers. But they are important to consider as we navigate this complex spiritual landscape. The presence of these conflicts, past and present, suggests that the spiritual realm is far more intricate and contested than we might have previously understood. It also implies that the fight against darkness is ongoing, requiring constant vigilance and the unwavering commitment of all forces of good.
Yet, despite these challenges, I hold onto the belief that the systems of true authority, those aligned with the light, will ultimately prevail. The power of good is immense, and though it may be tested, it will continue to push forward, overcoming the hooks and snares of the dark forces. The battle may be difficult, but it’s one that we must engage in, with the faith that the good will continue to outshine the bad, leading us toward a future where such conflicts are no longer possible.
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